Re-lecture

Dear readers, hope you're all OK! Sorry to ask you that questions most...er...well, quite often actually (lol) but I like to start an article by asking how you are...I think it's of course more polite but also nice, don't you think? :) anyway (apparently once again a word I use very often!), where was I? Ok, well, my mood is more or less the same as you probably already know by now if you have been following the last articles I've written. I won't be too long today, nor will I bother too much with that...I hope! :) not always easy to...plunge yourself in a whole new world, quite impressive sometimes, at least it's what I feel at the moment! so, if you have seen the title of this article, you've been probably (or not and already have an idea?), wondering what this is about? well, as you are aware by now...I love reading books, it always there for me whenever I need (same for my writing, which also gives me ideas for new potential stories)! it allows me to escape, to find a few hours of peace, to forget my many worries (especially now), I love losing myself in another 'world' for a moment, to imagine how characters are, how they live...and many other things (see articles in relations of books, there are many lol, can't get enough of them!!!) and I know that I read a lot (if you would see all the books I've got, you'll probably think I'm crazy^^) and sometimes it also happens that when searching for new book to read, I re-read some...(sometimes I've already re-read it!) but it never gets old! and you then know that no matter (same as the movies, see once again article 'no matter how much..') you still like to read them again, and you're still loving it! you can't really explain why you do it but never mind! :) another clue that tells you, the author is really good, always impressed and often wonder how they do it? sometimes it so good that you really can't stop reading it (or re-reading it), you have to know what happens next as you are turning the pages, this feeling of impatience appears and you can't help but form your own theories and discovering what are the author's idea(s)! :) great, isn't it? on that note, I'll leave you for now and hope to see you soon for another article! take care, xxx

Lost

Dear readers, hope you're OK, at least better than me lately, as you might already know by now if you have been reading my articles for the past few weeks and sorry to bother/annoy you with all that, don't mean to and would prefer to talk about something else, I assure you, like the book I've been reading or the stories I'm writing or would like to write one day, to talk about the sun that have been visiting us more often lately or holidays or friends or a few close members of family that I miss, or movies I've been seeing or seeing again and again (see 'No matter how much...'article for example)or talk about anything else for that matter, but apparently I can't yet...my mood has been low and still like to play russian mountains...grrr, I don't like it! still the problem of being able to find a job, now that uni has finished in May. It may sounds simple, just like some people might think it is either because they are less scared than me and it seems like the most natural steps (which is true) or maybe they're used to it...but for me it still not that simple, it feels like a giant step towards...my indenpendance! I'm panicking! and always wonder how those people do it? they make it sounds like it was nothing less than sending a letter in the post or something similar like taking breakfast in the morning or getting up or drinking a cup of tea/coffee/hot chocolate or doing some shopping...! when (for me) it is not! regularly feels like (sorry for the repetition!) a fish lost in the big ocean wondering which direction to go! still trying to figure out what to do and not to panic too much! when actually I'm...not excuse I guess but just what I feel! Hopefully, I probably will get through all that...and will try to be positive! thanks again for taking time to listening to me and hope you still have some pleasure reading this blog as much as I enjoy writing articles for the past three years and a few months now...! see you soon for another article, take care and have nice holidays! xxx

What to do?

Dear readers, I hope that with that fine weather we had lately ,you're OK and are enjoying it wherever you are, whatever you're doing, holiday (or soon to be) or still working (then good luck to you!) As you probably already know, lately my mood has been low, playing russian mountains...well, not much progress there...I (still) don't sleep very well, I'm stressed, worried and still feels like a fish in a big ocean...I won't repeat myself too much or by now (lol) I'll have already bored you! :) in any case, this blog often helps sometimes, not matter how much I wrote the same things or tries to share with you different subjects...even though I'm still wondering how much longer I will continue it...or whether I'll write as much as I do...it's here if need...maybe not the same I guess as to really confide into someone (friends or family) but it kinds of helps me...as writing has always helped me and still does when I don't know what to say exactly...well, I have my writing...(smile) anyway, where was I? Yes, my mood and what still (oups also a word I seemed to use often^^) troubles me...I guess we are more or less the same when we finally leave uni to go into the 'real' word and to become indenpendant...it is very appealing as you can do whatever you want and not have someone to tell you what to do...but for me...it is scary...maybe once I'm in it, it will be fine...but for now...I'm...(trying not use the same word again...^^)maybe I should buy a synonyms dictionary in english, that would be quite helpful...lol, yet trying to figure out how to get through things, telling myself it'll be OK...not easy...but let's stay positive?! Thank you again for being here and listening to me (hope I don't bore you too much!) see you soon for another article (hopefully more joyful!),take care,xxx

Summertime

Dear readers, hope you're OK, I know that I probably ask you the same question everytime lol and sometimes just like me, one time is enough, though it doesn't mean it not too bad when someone ask you if you are fine, no matter how many times...it still nice to have someone or several person thinking about you, no?:) anyway, we have just started this new month, july! crazy as the time can pass quite quickly! and of course, the summer still makes us waiting impatiently, to be in swim suit on the beach or in the swimming pool with a good book and don't forget the sunscreen (don't be too lazy, I know but the sun can sometimes be wicked!! ) let's hope the sun will be here soon, despite of course making a few apparition...! well, we also need rain and water...but sun is still nice!!! :) anyway (probably a word you must have noticed I used quite often lol) just a short article...I don't know when I'll write a new one! lately, my mood has been playing russian mountains...and despite being getting used to it, it's still slightly annoying! :) many things in my head, uni is now finished, still strange sometimes, like something is missing lol! in the meantime (sorry again if I repeat myself too much, I'll be brief!) trying to figure what to do next, still scary and stressful for me...feel a bit lost and don't know what direction to take...! I suppose it is not abnormal...but I don't know...in any case, let's stay positive! :) and thank you again for listening to me! hope I don't boring to much! lol take care and see you soon for another article! xxxx