In need of Christmas magic

Dear readers, Hope you're Ok or at least once again better than me lately...my mood swings a lot, one minute, I'm fine, the other well I'm not...I don't know whether it's the stress of the exam or essay I've to do (should be fine, just me sttessing as usual, once it has passed, I'll happy to have finished it and see all the work I've done)...or maybe the fact that in a few month, I'll have finish uni...which still terrifies me...thinking about it, I still want to push the subject away and just enjoy the few months to come...but I can't...I also have to think about what I'd like to do next as scary as it is for me...I try not to panic and tell myself it's quite normal but I can't help it, I worry..maybe the combination of the stress and the constant thinking (future, and others things) worries me...can't say I like it (smile discreet) I guess everything is part of life. And really looking foward to the christmas holidays to recharge the batteries and try not to apprehend too much the next semester...hoping everything will be fine. Fortuneately,Jane Austen is never too far away ( can't help it) and of course a warm cup of tea!as much as seeing many romantics comedy again and again such as When Harry met Sally, Sleepless in Seattle or You've got mail...still the best! :) or seeing a few 'old'black and white movies or in color, making me think that at the time at least they made movies for the pleasure of it, of seeing the actors or actresses having fun and enjoying themselves...as sometimes (not that the movies today aren't good, they still are I reassure you right away...I still take pleasure by seeing them as many times I can, don't worry) it's more the aspects of money that worries me sometimes, as it happens that a movie can only be made to make more money and the quality of it can be put in the background...but let's hope we'll have many great movies to come :) Er...I know it doesn't really add up with what I started to say but my mind has wondered off (smile), at least it has take my mind off things for a moment...:) just a thought! anyway, thank you again for being here as usual and sorry to bother you with all that, just help to write it, to put words on your feelings :) see you soon for another article, take care! xxx :) p.s= sorry in advance for any mistakes or mispelling!