Thoughts

Dear readers, Hope you're all OK...well, at least better than me...not that I'm depressed or anything. Just that lately, my mood has been playing russian mountain again...don't like it much but then who does really? I don't know why or if it's the weather or again because I miss my family or my friends or just because I may need to adjust myself to this new and last year at university and the fact that I've to think about what I'd like to do next year...which is stressful for me at least...I'm aware of the fact that one day or the other, we all have to find our own way in life such as find a job, becoming independant , but for me (as I think I previously talked about it in a article a few months back..., anyway, it's not as simple as it looks like. Indeed, you must have guesses by now, that all these things and becoming adult, having responabilities and everything (I know we all have to begin somewhere but...) although, just by trying or picturing what I could do, is really scaring me...I feel like a big fish in the ocean, completly lost...I'm not alone but sometimes...just a feeling...:) all those things seems quite big to me...maybe we all feel like, we all go through things like this...I don't know... Fortunately, I know I can count on my family or friends, and all the good books I read, the music I listen, lightening some candles, drinking many warm cup of tea (rire),watching funny movies or that some TV shows are going to be back soon to keep my mood up,to distract myself, which has lately been mostly more low than up...hopefully it's just a moment to pass...:) I really hope that... Anyway, let's not dwell on that, I hope to write a more chearful article soon! :) thank you again, for listening to me, I really appreciate and in way, writing helps me..! :) a bit like therapy, we could say, put the words on what you really feel can be helpful sometimes (at least it is for me!) :) Take care and see you soon I hope, xxxxx