Inquiètudes & questions

Dear readers,

First and as usual, how are you?

For me, well, I'd really like to tell that I'm ok and everything...but that's not the case....not really, I'd say...this past few days...my moral seems to have gone under the weather...crap! I don't like that...I've the chance to be there and discover new things...just that...I don't know...my brain started working...(rire)...I'm kidding...there's not problem for that (expect when you're trying to sleep). For getting back to our sheep, where I was exactly...? Oh...yeah...just that I begin to panic...between exams and assignments coming up...I see all that and begin to wonder how I'm going to do...? I see the teatcher's expectations and wonder wether I'll be able to do it...it's just the beginning and I'm learning, it's normal..no?But....I just panic anyway...and don't if I can do it? Many things in my mind lately and doesn't really help...I hope it'll be ok...with time...because I need to think posetively and to think that I'll be able to go through...I need to believe in me...even if I know most of the time, I don't really have faith in me...
And I miss my family and friends...even if I know that they're not too far away...:)
I don't know where I'm right now...and fortunately I find comfort in books or series that i like, It might be stupid, but they allow me to be elsewhere, to dream and imagining how are the characters, during the time I put my problems away before returning to it. And of course, writing is kind of helping me a lot, allowing me to express myself and helping finding the words I'm looking for...:)

Anyway, I'm not going to bore you with my problems, but then again...It's helping me...so....thank you for listening and will let you know the following.
In waiting for a more chearful note, I hope (smile discreet) :), take care of you and see you later! xxx