A lot in my mind

Dear readers,

It has been quite a long time...but don't worry, I'll be back later and I'll try to write a bit more. As you know, holidays are here and of course, I do other things, not really taking time to write on my blog.

Anyway, just a little note to tell you that I don't forget you. I'll just have other things in mind.

Like, I'm trying to see a friend since a long time now, but it still the same story and I really tired to run afer this friend. I can't do it anymore or I don't what I'm going to do. Cry? Yielled? Explode?
All possibilites are possible. I'ts always the same things, this friend wants to see me, ok...but when this friend doesn't show up because this friend forget, or simply cancelled everytime (almost), or she doesn't tell you, she either doesn't have some credit or doesn' t pick up the phone and you finished up all the time on her voice mail. What do you think I can feel? What do you think my other friend can feel when we always try to reach this friend but it's impossible and doesn't call us back or anything...? When you always pass your time to think about it and can't sleep at night wondering whether you're really going to see her and when? Seriously?

But I know sometimes this friend has some justified excuse, I don't put them in cause at all, It just add to the number of times, where we or I don't see this friend...it makes me sad and angry at both times...it's so frustating a the time! You try to understand and step aside (prendre du recul), but sometimes you just can't, because there is so many time where you simply don't this friend. And I still don't know what to do...and does this friend has a mode d'emploi? Maybe it would help us and me to understand better how she works...or at least something...

Enough talking about that, let's try to relax and think about something happier and have some good holidays! :)
Take care my friend! xxx